Showing posts with label Imagining Reality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Imagining Reality. Show all posts

Saturday, 10 December 2016

BENEATH THE SKIN POST PRODUCTION


We are now in the post production stages of our documentary, and there has been a lot of progress. We have sorted and agreed on the intro and outro. We have selected some music we want as the underscore, so I am able to edit to the beat effectively. As a group, we had a meeting with Anne yesterday so she could see the progress we had made, she enjoyed it and gave us some feedback to make it better, run more smooth and more enjoyable for the audience. So I created a new sequence and started to edit together a structure of what Anne wanted. I feel even in a day we have made a lot of progress.There has been a few editing difficulties but we are getting through it ready for the deadline Monday, and screening on Tuesday in the cinema.Here is a picture of the editing process so far.
Post Production Progress

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BENEATH THE SKIN


We have now shot the tattoo parlour and our interviewers and it was a really good day. In preparation for this shoot, we created a list of questions we wanted the contributors to answer. The array of answers was overwhelming, we came away from the shoot with a lot more excellent content than I had imaged for this day. Some stories behind the tattoos were, funny, moving or just beautiful. It was a real eye opener because, so often you see a tattoo and think it just look nice or is interesting, but sometimes the meaning is so different to what you had expected or the placement, and colour. I feel it was educational for my group to broaden our minds. I look forward to editing together a very interesting documentary. Here are some photos from the shoot.

Clara

Paige


Jordan

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DOCUMENTARY TATTOO COMMUNITY


Within my group we have decided to go with the idea of tattoos as a community, we did also have another avenue of community we could explore which was nude models, but decided we wanted it to be a visually diverse film so chose tattoos.

We had a meeting with Anne to discuss our progress, and I have inserted a picture of notes Nina took whilst in the meeting. In the meeting we talked with Anne what we wanted to achieve visually, finding the stories behind the tattoos and making it personal to engage the audience. We also wanted to include a running theme of community, highlighting the important and interesting things people had to say on being a part of the community.

After the meeting had finished, we decided to get in to contact people we knew with tattoos, and we also wrote on the UCA Fresher's page to ask if anyone would be so kind as to help be a contributor in our documentary. Within the next few days we had had so many replies of interest. Nina was the producer for our group, so she kindly put together a schedule of people we would see the following Monday to record their stories.

However, my partner was having a tattoo done near by on the Saturday, so we decided we would film it for visual cut aways and allow the audience to explore and observe the process. We had no time to waste so managed to book the equipment out on the Friday with a completed risk assessment and call sheets and we were ready to go, with my partner and tattoo artist soon to fill out release forms.
Here are some images from the shoot

White Balance

Let's Shoot

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Friday, 11 November 2016

DANCE RUSHES


Today we explored Premier Pro further, and we were given some second year dance rushes, that they shot last year. There was a mixture of hand held shots and some on a tripod. Most of the rushes they had the lights on, but a few were shot in the dark with just a spotlight across the floor.

I was interested in the dark shots the most, as I wanted to see what I could do with low light and lots of shadows. I looked through all the footage,and selected which rushes I wanted to work with and manipulate. As there were so many rushes, a lot of the files were shot on different cameras so the quality fluctuated and to eliminate any traces of this I only used the high quality ones.

I chose my song because of the rhythm it had to it, making it fun and interesting to edit to. The beat fluctuated throughout the song so I thought that it could be a challenge, I am quite familiar with Premier Pro, however this edit took me a while to complete because being a perfectionist I restarted the project quite a few times. Overall I am sort of happy with it, but I wish I could have done better.

Here is the finished piece:


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Monday, 7 November 2016

SELF PORTRAITS TEST SHOTS


With my portrait research I have explored the celebration of the female form. Both the photographers embraced the female as it was, baring all for the camera to pick up. This idea intrigued me, as I wondered how I could explore my form in front of the camera using lighting, framing and a good choice in lens.

For these tester shots I used a Nikon 50mm lens on a Nikon D90. I have a particular soft spot for this camera, as I like all the settings and how much control you have from white balance to shutter speed. I felt a 50mm lens was appropriate for this tester shoot because I wanted that shallow depth of field and intense detail on my skin. Overall I wasn't all that happy with the shoot. I felt I should have selected a better backdrop and framing. These factors I feel let the self portraits down. However, I felt the lighting ( I hasten to add is natural) I particularly love especially working with such pale skin I have. I was pleased with the lighting on my skin and how it created a slight darkness in the backdrop.

The task for the portrait was to explore identity and I feel that I am aware of my identity quite well having to face it everyday and try and find out who I am. I have on going mental health problems that also affect my body and what I do to it. I tried to display this through the next three photos.


Lines

 In the first portrait I chose to show some faded scars that have been an aftermath of some mental health issues I suffer with. Because they are faded I chose to feel positive about them healing instead of negative. The framing I personally like because of how much I chose to fill the frame and give you almost nothing else to look at but my skin and I feel a lot of empowerment through this. However the backdrop I don't like as it isn't as smooth as I wanted it. Previously I used to let these factors of my life define me, from my scars, mental health, appearance and weight. However, now I am making progress recovering I now view them as only a small factor of my identity but a still very important one nonetheless.

Untitled

For this second portrait, I am incredibly pleased with the lighting, despite it being natural and therefore out of my control I do really like the colours and dark tones. I chose a different angle on identity and explored the female form in a sexual way. Struggling a lot with self image and self worth I always felt not worthy of happiness or intimacy with someone. So exploring my struggles through this photo has been a challenge. I chose to reveal some more skin than just my thigh and the framing of the photo is carefully done so i'm not being too revealing but implying what the photos main focus is. The idea that the female form is so frowned upon for being explicitly displayed yet people wanting to view it.
Rise


In this last portrait, I wanted to explore my struggles with an eating disorder I have recovered from, but still have struggles with. With this portrait I love the shadows and highlights that touch my skin, displaying almost a glow on my stomach, but shadows where the dips of my skin and bone are. I wanted to display a very subtle message of the eating struggles, as I have struggled to gain weight all my life. But with the highlights and shadows encourage me to embrace my body instead of shaming and hurting it.

I feel I have identified myself an incredible amount through these three photos, through this self portrait project it has helped me to explore the use of lenses and framing. But, also a personal exploration of myself and learning that my form and the human form is all so different, unique and everyone has things they don't like, but to just try and embrace it and learn to love the skin you are in. Suffering with mental health for so long has made me believe that i'm not worthy of so many things, and has stopped me discovering myself. Having to face up to these self portraits and analyse them has been an incredibly empowering journey for me, I felt it may be hard to photograph myself and then analyse them with the harsh, negative view I have for myself, but the process of these self portraits has aided my self worth a great deal. I feel now, currently looking at these photos that we have to move on from our past, accept what we have been given and move on into the future to greater things.

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Saturday, 5 November 2016

PORTRAIT REVIEW



After doing extensive research into photographers in which I admired their style; I decided to get a studio and try to shoot my own.

The photographers I chose to explore celebrated the female form, and motherhood through series of self portraits. I am a great believer in embracing who you are and recording your life in whatever way you chose. For my portrait, I decided to explore sexuality and how us as humans embrace and celebrate it. To pick my model I had to decide what kind of portrait I wanted to achieve, weather it be a stereotypical depiction of sexuality, or more subtle. In the end I chose Ciara, who I know and is open about her sexuality as a lesbian. As I am aware how open Ciara was about her identity, I really wanted to capture the rawness of her happiness, and try as best as I could to portray through my portrait how comfortable Ciara is within herself.

The shoot itself was exciting as getting to grips with the lights again after the workshop was great fun. Using the cameras, triggers, lights and light readers is all so hands on and exciting as it really prepares us for the future if we enter a studio environment. I gave Ciara some direction in what I wanted the portrait to come out as, but after that I just chatted with Ciara and whenever I thought i could capture a euphoric or happy moment in her face i clicked the shutter.
Just Laugh


Giggles

Here are two examples of some photos I took during the shoot. Even though these weren't the portrait I have chosen I still adore them very much. When composing my portrait I thought quite hard about lighting, expression and framing. I wanted the background to be just white, to show the purity of what I am trying to portray through my portrait. Most of the shots I took, Ciara was in the middle or a little to the left, I selected these positions because; using the rule of thirds I can subconsciously control where the audience is first drawn to. Being central in the frame instantly draws you in. However, move the model a slight to the right and you seem to have a different perspective on the peace. A sort of more 'candid' shot with the portrait not feeling as staged as it is.





Cheese


 Pictured above is my favourite portrait. I believe when I look at this piece I see a person who is very comfortable within their identity, showing pure joy and happiness across their face. The framing in this photo is exactly how I would like it, just a little off the centre becoming more natural than a sat down point and shoot portrait. The models facial expression and eye level really capture what I wanted, with looking slightly to the side almost reminiscing, or reacting to something funny without a care in the world.

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Thursday, 6 October 2016

DIGITAL STILLS PORTRAIT RESEARCH


For my research I decided to explore the work and portraits of Ana Casas Broda. I was drawn to Broda's work because of the honesty and such raw emotion you can feel through her work and through the expressions in her photography. I particularly enjoy Broda's project Kinderwunsch, as she explores the natural form of human beings, identity, and the development of life.

Through some extensive research I discovered Broda’s motivation into creating this project that took fourteen years to complete. In an article I found that her desire and motivation for this project was to explore and display the stages of motherhood from pregnancy to beyond. Broda talks about the struggle of being on fertility treatment and decided to document it as a reflection piece for herself and also to help explore identity and show her audience the depths and raw truth about motherhood. Broda has sometimes received some negative reviews on her project as the extent of nudity was perceives as “too real” but she continued to push her work to be displayed. She talks about how the project and motherhood changed her as a person, by learning to “live for the present” allowing Broda and her sons to engage and be spontaneous within her work and their private lives. I also watched an interview with Broda, where she talks about the process of her project and how it developed and adapted over the fourteen years it took. She talks about how the children were involved heavily in deciding what they would do, such as bath in milk, or draw on Broda’s naked body. She talks about how playful it was when her two sons came into her life and how the project changed as they grew up.

Untitled 

The first image I got drawn to was of Ana and her son lying together, facing each other, in a dark lit room. This piece is untitled, however it is still within the project Kinderwunsch. I personally enjoy the photo in a lot of different ways. The lighting in the photograph and all of this project is very striking. The harsh bright light that is directed at their bodies only, directs our focus onto the main attraction to the photo; it is almost a spotlight into her work, and her life as a mother. Another aspect of the photo I love, is her son touching her face; this is such a simple thing but evokes a real raw feeling of love towards your parents that anyone can relate to when they were little. I love how much this piece aesthetically relates to portraiture in general, with
the traditional set up of the subjects in the centre of the frame, but then Broda changes it to suit her with both her and her son lying down.

Untitled

The second image that I resonate with is another untitled piece of Broda’s son feeding from her. This really draws me in due to the close framing, the natural lighting across the whole photograph and the soft focus and playful depth of field. It is unlike some of her other pieces in Kinderwunsch, but nonetheless I still enjoy it. The framing is something I particularly enjoy, I love the way her son and her form fill the entire frame, and therefore the whole focus is right there staring you in the face, nowhere else for you to look around the frame. The rule of thirds has also been used to great effect, her sons eyes in the right hand side, fill the last third and the eyes completely dominate the photo; they stare up at you and are so dark and striking you can’t help but hold the gaze. The lighting in the photograph I adore, the natural light across her son and her skin is very kind to the photograph, it creates a soft atmosphere with gentle exposure, unlike her other pieces in Kinderwunsch with the harsh lighting, I feel this is a more intimate, precious and positive look into her life as a mother. This is rather different to the general conventions of portraiture, as it so close up and personal, filling of the whole frame and so raw.

One hour before Lucio's birth

Thirdly, the last image I love from her work is a titled piece called “One hour before Lucio’s birth” this is such a striking image with Broda as the main focus of this photo. Her pregnant stomach and enlarged breasts from lactation dominate the piece as they rise up from the bath water. I am unsure if there was a sense of empowerment behind the photo but I feel it when I analyse this piece. This piece really conforms to the codes and conventions of a self-portrait as Broda is central in the frame staring into the camera, and sending us a message through her piece, for us as the consumer audience to resonate with in whatever way we feel. I love her expression in this photo as from the title we see she is due to give birth very shortly, there is a look of worry, fear and determination across her face as she will begin motherhood. The exposure is so beautifully adjusted to give that darkness around the edges, but still natural highlights and shadows where light hits her body.

Through an article in the guardian I discovered who Broda’s inspiration was for her work, and what photographers she went to for ideas and styles; she mentioned Elinor Carucci who is described by the Telegraph as “The mother of all photographers” she has an incredible style to her photography work. She really captures life as it really is with her loved one, close family and her children. When looking at Carucci’s work and Broda’s work you can see where Broda has got some of her inspiration from.

Love

One of the first images I could see some resemblance in Broda’s work was Carucci’s Love 2009, I could see a similar style between the bond of mother and son. You see in Carucci’s work the joy and happiness her son brings to her through facial expression, and with Broda you can see that maternal love in a slightly more dark and intimate way, with just her son’s hand resting on her face. They both explore maternal love and how intimate the bond is through birth and then childhood. As from research we know Broda idolises Carucci we often see a lot of similarities in Broda’s style, lighting, framing and expressions in her pieces similarly to Carucci’s Mother project.

Snut 

The second image I saw a lot of similarities with is Carucci’s Dry Snut 2005, this had strong links with the second untitled piece I looked at by Broda. The first thing that I saw in both pieces was the natural and soft lighting, you can see how Broda has taken a lot of inspiration from it to put into her project. The framing of both their sons, with the innocent looks on their faces and how close up and
personal they both are, I deep and intimate look into their childhoods. Since researching these two photographers I have become quite interested in their style on portraits and self-portraits, so much so that I feel I can draw some things from their pieces to help me create my own.


Feeling me 

Lastly, I wanted to look at Carucci’s Feeling me 2004, and Broda’s One hour before birth, I personally I see in both of the pieces a strong approach to female empowerment and identity. The way they both appear confident in their skin through body language, their facial expression so blank but in a way anyone can interpret what their feeling. The lighting in both are very similar, both photographers often use harsh bright spot lights to play a part in their pieces but for the more intimate photos such as these two, the lighting is a lot softer, more evenly spread to give more of a natural and clean look to the overall image. With softer lighting it creates a gentler and light mood to the piece instead of harsh lighting and a sombre feeling. I am intrigued by both photographers and I am fascinated by their use of lighting and have come to the conclusion that I shall explore similar lighting themes in my portrait work too.


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http://www.elinorcarucci.com/mother.php

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Wednesday, 28 September 2016

HI I'M ALICE

Full name:
Alice Louise Ball

Age:
18

Favourite colour: 
Orange 

If you could add any song to a movie soundtrack, what would it be?: 
Sing me to sleep by The Smiths 

Favourite guilty pleasure film:
Bridge to Terabithia 

Favourite film of the moment:
Sausage Party

If your life could be a movie which one would you pick? why?
Pretty in Pink, because of how she becomes independent and a strong person without anyone to rely on

Favourite cinematographer or photographer?
Wolfgang Tillmans 

Favourite YouTube video:

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